This girl is everything your mom told you stay tf away from -MDD (Major depression disorder -commitment issues (so bad she gets turned off by guys who want relationships) (doesn’t like PDA at all, cringes at holding hands) yet doesn’t know if wants relationship? -No birth control - takes dick on the regular and fucks for validation - Abusive, asshole, emotionally unavailable guys are ofc her “weak spot” - High Anxiety - doesn’t go to the gym, therapy or take medication

I have no fucking idea how she initially got attraction for me, because I’m COMPLETELY the opposite of her ex’s. I want relationships, I like relationships. She knows that. She told me she likes me enough to get into a relationship, but she doesn’t know. She doesn’t know if she likes me enough yet.

Keep in mind, I had her completely naked, fingering her after the first night I had her over, she was drunk but eventually she sobered up and still wanted to fuck. The second time I had her over, I fingered and ate her out until she came a shit load and I COULD have fucked but I had ED (Porn induced ED trust me I’m taking care of it) then we stayed up all night cuddling and talking.

DUDE YESTERDAY THIS BITCH WAS LOCKED UP LIKE FORT KNOX. I come over, We were having a convo and she tells me “we’re not having sex tonight” im like cool, I heard it all before. I give her a back massage caz thats what gets her in the mood right? She tells me “The clothes are staying on tonight” Nothing, shirt WILL NOT come off. I give her a fucking full body massage for a while. NOTHING.

So I try to be innovative, and I spread her legs a little. BRO SHE FUCKING KNEW. She was like “nope” laughing and shit because she knew DAMN WELL what was gonna happen. So I try to be subtle ab it a little later and SHE GETS PISSED. She’s like “Stop! Your pissing me off”

Bro, so I stop a little later because I’m like “this is getting me fucking nowhere” every sexual advance I try, shut the fuck down. So ?. After the first movie, Im like another one? Shes like Nope you gotta go home, i got work tomorrow. BRO keep in mind i had the bitch over till 7am both times. So I’m like cool. She walks me out, I give her a hug goodbye.

I text her some bs about “Hey sorry ab upsetting you tonight, just so you know that’s not all I want in this.” type of shit (lie). She replies “Hi! You didn’t! Sorry I was being a dick 😢 Thanks for feeding and rubbing me out tonight 😂” and other dumb shit

Dude, im fucking confused. I don’t understand why she’s not putting out as easy as the last times as if she wasn’t bent over ready to get fucked the last time I seen her. Why pick this time to be prude