Got a girl from hinge to come that was looking for hookups, she was invested and interested in me.

I was very nervous so I drank a little bit and did a little bit of coke.

I have no tolerance to either of these substances, but I have experience with them maybe 5-10 years ago.

The coke made me feel like a robot and all I did was ask boring questions and bore the shit out of her for two hours. Couldn’t really make a move naturally. I left for the bathroom and after that she told me she had to go. I understood why so yeah. Can’t help but feel bad that I disappointed her with being boring and not making a move.

It was so bad I almost want to apologize for wasting her time because she had to get up at 4 in the morning and she stayed from 11 to 1. I’m not going to but yeah if anything I just feel bad for wasting her time and making her tired for nothing. Because my texting and sexy game was so on point she was definitely expecting an in shape Casanova to come and bang the shit out of her.

I guess that’s the difference between reading how to text and build investment and close vs having real life experience with women too