I am finally free, I've been stuck in a relationship for a while now, but the last two months were an absolute nightmare. It's hard to put into words, what happened was very strange but I feel that maybe some of you have experienced this, maybe some of you are but you haven't picked up on it yet.

I'll try to keep it as little "personnal" and subjective as possible, so that you may apply the some reasoning to your situation. Hopefully this will help a brother out.

For the past two months, I've been manipulated, bullied, lied to, but worst than all of that, convinced I was the problem, the root cause of my suffering, and my ex's suffering. But, this emotional abuse was never direct, this person fucked with my brain so much, that I now find myself socially crippled because of how she scrambled my brain. Have you ever felt this strange feeling ? You are being abused but through a strange loophole, you are the one responsible ?I want to go into details on what she did to me, but to be frank, I can't even pinpoint the abuse, or put it into words. I was the abused, but felt like the abuser, it's so strange to be manipulated like that, even trying to sit down and reason/try to understand this whole situation proves to be impossible.

Today I am free, the relationship sort of ended on it's own, I should be ecstatic but I feel conflicted, tired, and empty.I wanted to write a comprehensible post about this abuse, but this "hazy limbo" I'm currently stuck in is very confusing.Anyways, I just wanted to let you know how important this sub was for the past few months, and how it will be in the upcoming months. From the bottom of my heart thank you for being here, and thank god this community exists.Cheers brothers, stay safe.