There's this girl that I was really into last year but she broke up with me. Here's the painful text.

After swallowing the pill and getting her off the pedestal, becoming more stoic, less available,a year later she tells me that she wants me.

Now we're dating, but the old blue pill me wants to come out and text her all day, text her good morning, reply instantly to her, etc.

When I see her now (ever since she told me she has the tingles) I think "There's my woman! Her wavy hair and beautiful eyes... etc." and I feel my frame fading. How can I maintain this frame and keep from losing it?