Wasn't sure whether to post this here or not. I am 23 years old, signed up for the US Army and I'll be shipped on later of September to begin my journey to build a life on this foreign land.

A bit of backstory, had oneities for a long while in a LDR(home country gal and me in a different one) broke up with her due to being tired of her shit, and I was stupid as a brick to even remain in a relationship with someone to just to meet and fuck once a year, never again. I already had a lot of ideas of TRP of self improvement, being the best you can be, etc. except how AWALT.

And it enrages me to no end.

Now I can't seem to get out of anger phase, I am over my ex as she no longer has any meaning or significance in my life, except I wasted 5 years of my life, been hitting the gym 5 days a week to lose some of the fat and regain the muscle I had (used to practice kung fu for 5 years), but I cannot get out of anger phase. I am absolutely disgusted by women, and the punching bag isn't enough for me to unleash my rage.

Swallowed the pill 2 months ago, and it all made sense and clicked for me. yet the anger has only increased and increased over time.

Does the anger ever stop ?