sup everyone, i'm totally glad i found the redpill, i was a total mess when things ended with my ex recently, so i went searching for answers and how to better my life, after gaining knowledge about TRP i found out i was an emotional little blue pill bitch that got walked all over like a dirty rug on the floor, i mean i didn't know anybetter feminism has conditioned the world in such a fucked up way but nevertheless i started my journey of " swallowing TRP! " it was hard at first but i'm making it a habit, been reading a lot and i'm in the gym, but there is one thing i'm struggling with, i still seem to be stuck in a beta mindset when i'm interacting, and it's frustrating as fuck, i mean i know it's wrong and not what i want to do or even say but i find myself unconsciously doing it sometimes, what would you recommend for me to grow, in the right way, the redpill way, also finding the redpill has showed me what my passion is, doing the same thing as you guys, i feel good talking to other people about redpill information, hoping when the time is right i may be able to assist the world, specially the men of the world to become " real men " just like TRP is doing for myself, well that's a little story about myself, would love to hear your suggestions with my little conundrum