BACKGROUND: I have been in my current LTR for about five years. We started dating in high school. We were both kiss less virgins who took each other's everything. Two years into the relationship something happened. I cheated on her during a one night stand at a party with a friend of mine. She was upset but said she could overcome it. I found out a few months later that not even a month after that she was texting another guy, talking about wanting to fuck him, suck his dick, etc. I confront her about it, says it was months ago and apologizes. At the time I didn't know of the TRP but I always swore if she cheated on me that I would leave but after what I did I thought she was due a second chance.

About a month later she dumps me. Says she wants her freedom and didn't want a relationship but a week later she was dating a guy from her class she had been talking about. I was livid. She tried justifying it by saying she wanted to experience someone else but promised she'd come back to me. We fucked the whole time and she swore she was only having sex with me and I later found out that was a lie. We eventually got back together and have been since then.

I'm a fairly successful person who is going places in my career. I have ambition but my LTR is one of those stereotypical tumblr girls. SJW, colored hair, claims to be Pansexual. She also has crippling social anxiety. Hasn't gotten a job and wont get one. Doesn't have a car or license and wont get one. Has been to the hospital for mental issues before.

My dilemma is that I've meet multiple women since going to school and getting into my career. I've taken TRP, started working on improving myself and gained a level of confidence I didn't have before. I've applied methods of attracting women that I've learned here just for the sake of flirting. I haven't cheated on my LTR though but there is currently one girl at my work who has my attention. She has ambition and seems to be going places. I recognize that love is just chemicals and the whole concept of the perfect girl being as real as a unicorn but I just need advice on what to do. I'm afraid of leaving my LTR because of her dependence on me but we have absolutely no sex life, barely talk at all and see each other once every other week.