Why would my current girl stick with me this past year if all I do is accuse her of being unfaithful , dishonest and any negative attribute you can think of ? Id say I’m insecure by the way I’m acting but then I’d also say my mental space still needs a little fixing . This woman has stuck around for a year and even claims to love me . I don’t believe anything she says and sometimes I get to thinking too much to the point where I try to connect dots . Hell , sometimes my gut feels funny . This feeling has stuck with me for a year now but I have not caught her doing anything . That’s something I don’t understand and wonder if any of you have ever dealt with this situation ? If so , how did you fix yourself ? All feedback is appreciated .

Edit : I’m just a 24 YO college dude , trying to make it out . I work part time . Do physical activities ( lift and mostly run ) . She’s a 21 YO woman .