Hey I haven't posted in awhile. Things have gotten better. I can strike up conversations with women about anywhere. I'm Working on building attraction and closing strongly.

My self esteem and confidence are in the shutter though. I'm worse off than I started in that respect. I'm capable and usually when I put my mind to something I succeed quickly. I cant do that here. This has been dragging me down extremely. I'm borderline depressed. I feel better when I get attention whether it be a text, call or hanging out with a girl but I feel empty when I'm alone. I've never felt like that before.

My whole games a mess because of this.

I cant stay outcome independent because how I feel about myself is riding on it.

I don't know what to do. Thanks guys.