I really do. I went from progressing into a better version of myself, being more confident with women and now i feel like i am starting back at zero. I've become non-reactive in my life. I feel like a zombie. Nothing really interests me anymore. I feel hopeless and I'm really sick and tired of feeling this way. I have no energy for the gym. Caffeine doesn't help. My soul is tired.

I just wish i had some friends i can rely on to take me out of this funk, but i have nobody. I stopped dealing with toxic friends. I just wish i had the energy and confidence to make friends and get dates.