I'm not exactly sure what happened to me this past weekend. I have class with an HB9, and we happen to have a mutual friend. I'm a very active participant in this class, and I talk to everyone seated around me as well. Most of the class likes me. I've made quite a few friends in this class, but this girl sits too far away from me for me to normally talk to her without being really disruptive.

However, last class she comes in and immediately starts flirting with me pretty hard. So of course I reciprocate.

The next night my mutual friend invites me to a party, and while there I happen to bump into her. She immediately starts flirting with me. Pinching, grabbing, feeling me up. And so I go after her as well. And to be clear here she's saying things like 'everytime you open your mouth in class I just want to punch you!' and stuff like that. She's talking to my friend about how I'm a huge dork in class and all the while I'm lightly pressing my arm on her to move her away from him (and she's pushing me back and laughing as I do this). I make fun of her for how short she is and she calls me an asshole, yet she can't keep away from me.

At some point we start dancing and then she stops and says: 'I can't do this I'm giggling too much' so I just back off and leave for a while. I base my entire game on being a cocky confident asshole who just happens to also be incredibly goofy and self-depreciative (so that people know that I'm not really serious about the ego thing or whatever). I'm not sure if she just got the joke here or if she was uncomfortable (I wasn't really dancing with her tbh, we had started dancing back to back and I just started falling over backwards on top of her to be funny). In any case I just left because I didn't know what else to fucking do. My mutual friend had a previous thing with this girl, so I go clear it up with him and he calls me a faggot for even thinking that he'd get mad about it.

After milling around the party for the rest of the night I come back to the dance floor and see her dancing with a friend of mine. This dude has about as much social proof you can get (massive player at school), and because I normally party/chill with him on the regular he normally gives me DHVs just by me hanging out with him. However, he's not really the type of guy you want macking on your girl. He's a giant black dude, who's jacked as hell and he looks like a total rockstar. He's a total alpha and there's no way in hell I can AMOG him.

But I did in a subtle way anyways because I thought that this girl was worth going out on the limb for (in class she's very intelligent, plus we share similar ethnicity etc, etc). There was some girl's hat lying around and so I just walk up to her and lay it on her head real low so she can't see. Next thing you know she's fighting to put it back on my head while the other guy is just standing watching. At this point I think he realized that there was something going on, and like the goodbro he is he kinda laid off a bit.

I start dancing with her (for real this time), and she's making a good effort to hold hands etc, etc. At some point she starts dancing real low, but because she's so short I can't really get down there, so I turn her around and holding her by the shoulders and looking into her eyes I tell her I can't get low like that. She's laughing and touching my abs and I think she's fucking into me. I probably should've started making out with her right there. But the cops come and bust up the party. That's the last time I remember talking to her. She disappeared as soon as that happened.

Then class today, she runs out to the bathroom before I can go talk to her and ask her to lunch or anything. Not so much as a backwards glance my direction the whole class, nothing. It's the last class of the year, so after this I'll probably never see her again.

Dunno what I fucking did. Dunno what to do.