I am feeling somewhat down because of a reason that hasn't caused me to feel down for a long time...a girl.

I'll keep it short, I met a girl a few months ago...I lost contact with her because of school/work, but we both went back to school again this semester and I saw her again...so I got her # and asked her out.

Standard procedure.

We studied together for a bit since it was exam time, so after exams were done...I didn't text her back to set up the date because I pussied out because I had started to develop feeling for this girl.

After 3 weeks, I decided to text her back and we set up a studying date because exams were up again (school moves fast)

I asked her out again and we had a little discussion..and she told me to go fuck myself because I was a player and that I wasn't looking for a relationship.

I can be a bit of womanizer and I am very at talking...but I just feel sad that she rejected me so harshly because she assummes that I am an asshole