Here's my situation in bullet points:

  • 25 years old shy virgin.

  • Grew up extremely religious which turned me into the ultimate mr nice guy

  • Left my religion at age 23 and started trying to break out of it, fx by trying to drink alcohol.

  • I lost my previous friends because they thought I deserve to die for leaving the religion (guess which).

  • now I have about 5 friends. I do social activities with them about once or twice a month. Not much right?

  • Up until age 24 I've never never touched or even talked with a girl, because it was forbidden by religion. Had an extremely hard time maintaining eye contact with girls.

  • now I can talk about regular things and maintain eye contact with some girls. But not anything more than that.

  • I'm finishing my education now, and I will end up earning 2400 usd while my rent is 640 usd. I have a debt of 17.000 usd which I spend on weed and hookers.

  • my career is woman dominated. I'll build an education on top of it so I can earn more money.

  • I've been lifting consistently since February 2017. 5x5, SL and now 5/3/1 BBB 3 month challenge. I also practice muay thai at an advanced level. I'm 6'2 and people rate my face as 5.5-6.5.

So I got almost no social life. I'm in debt. My profession is for women. I got no game. I get anxious because of having left my previous religion.