Was in a weeklong holiday with other youths. The last night of the trip I fucked the most attractive one (not much competition). After fucking her and taking a shower, she wanted to fuck a second time, but I decided to go to an after-party in someone else's room. After some drinking she started getting very touchy feely with another guy from the group. After a while I just left and didn't make a big deal of it and went back to my room. They also fucked and she slept in his room. I was pretty butthurt but didn't show it at all.

Without trp I would have probably failed miserably and put her on a pedestal like all the other guys did. Ultimately I was the first to fuck her but not the only one apparently.

I think I might have been too arrogant an self assured during the evening. She kept asking if I was fucking other girls from the group and other stuff like that. I always answered jokingly about my (non existing) exploits. The last time she talked to me that evening was "I'm just another one of your one night stands?" in a humorous manner. Another important aspect was that she flirted with all the guys (except me) during the whole week.

Did I fail confort tests? I am am/was not interested in an ltr with her but my ego is still hurt. I know it's oneitis and she but it feels good venting about it. I can't seem to fuck the same girl twice in general, usually it's done in 10 minutes and I don't really care about her enjoying it.

Is it worth seeing her again? Thoughts?

Update: reading the comments and looking back at some pictures of the trip, she flirted with the other guy the whole week. They were together on almost every picture. So yeah apparently I cucked him without even realising it... Still learning I guess.