Hi askTRP,

I'll begin by giving you some context. Beta male. Me and my girlfriend both comes from an Asian country. We're both 21. I really love my girlfriend. Apart from a few minor points here and there, she's everything I look for in a woman. She's my first girl by the way. We have a ton of fun together and she told me I make love the best out of everyone she met.

A few days before she told me that she had a lot of one night stands before, and it's eating me inside out. I know that I shouldn't feel this way, she's free to do whatever she wants before I am in the picture, but the fact that she used to be that way just kill me from the inside. She doesn't seem like that type of girl when I first met her, so this maybe comes as a shock to me. But now I'm just sad and grieve the past. Part of me is also feeling insecure that she might do it again and I might not have enough sexual experience with different girls. What should I do? Or at least, is there anyway to help me change my view about the problem? I'm just so lost right now.