Ladies, This will be a long one..

I need the red pill women’s advice as I’m going through such an emotional time. I had been dating this amazing, committed (?) man and we were both red pilled. During the relationship sometimes I really couldn’t shake the feeling of the relationship being “not real” in his eyes despite what he said. At the beginning, I couldn’t go to his apartment because his roommates said “no,” and all of our Venmo transactions were private despite his ex gfs being public. He would always reassure me but my gut was saying something was off. We’d also always have mini fights every week where he would “hold me accountable” for something I had said and those fights would always leave me completely emotionally drained. But I continued because we had so much in common. This was my first real relationship and I really wanted to try, really learn and grow from being with someone...

Unfortunately after 6 months of being together he decides to take a break through text, refuses to call and gives me no timeframe. I then reach out days later just asking for a timeframe and no response. Then I beat him to the punch and just decide to end it. I couldn’t handle the playing with emotions. It felt like he was playing a game and I do have self respect. He told me to take accountability for what I did without even realizing that he basically left me hanging. He then continued to text me for hours telling me we had potential, that there was no reason to end it, maybe we could salvage it but he couldn’t trust me anymore. I totally laid it all out and I basically got nothing from him. It felt really manipulative like he wanted me to break it off so he didn’t look like the bad guy and I would leave the relationship showering him with compliments.

I’m sorry for the rant but I have no outlet to let it all out. Was I just played by a master manipulator and narcissist because it feels that way... Thank you ladies