My ex dumped me a month and half ago, I've been depressed because of since, Its gotten worse. I texted her. Tried to get her to meet up. She gave me alot of attitutde then i sent her a question mark and out of nowhere she then said that "were not getting back together and if we hangout it will just be as friends" I said "im not looking to get back together, the though of getting back together seems wrong and I wanted to maintain our friendship and if you only see me as sex then i dont want to see you", her responce to that was "what are you saying rn (laughing face), what i said and what you said are on two different levels" I didnt respond to it yet. I wanna plate her, i have no interest in becoming romantically involved anymore, she hurt me...

Its hard to get over her because im still a low smv (21.6% bodyfat, no social value at all, still in highschool and im not a popular kid...) Im currently improving but it would be nice to meet a girl that could help me on my journey to improve...Im lost rn and i feel very lonely... shit sucks. im constantly depressed. I feel lost. the only place i feel like i know what im doing is in the gym and when i cant go I get sad... I Feel awful all the time. What should i do about this? and what should I say to my ex? she responded last night. Havent responded since.