• Write down your stats (height, weight, bf%, lifts)

  • 5’11 (182cm), 315lbs (143kg), 44%bf, I don’t lift) I’ve always been fat but lost 100lbs this year after rigorous training and consistent diet and then gained it all back when realization hit. May 2021 I was 220lbs. Sad I know.

  • Write down your ratio of sexual initiations/rejections

  • probably 5-5, but it’s always up to her.. the position is always missionary no matter how badly I want to try other things, and the sex usually lasts less than 3 mins because she likes it fast start to stop and almost always assures me round 2 which never happens. I can’t touch her boobs(sensitive) and no kissing besides a quick peck on the lips because it feels strange to her. I hate sex. Come to think about it, I’m pretty sure this has to be some form of abuse.

  • Write down the number of women besides your wife you could call right now to chill this weekend

  • 0

  • Write down how many days over the past 15 you have actively gamed your wife

  • none, because I’ve had her blocked for a while (3m) and am currently out of the country for work.

  • Write down two things you do that make you a good catch

  • money I guess, and that I’m a nice guy. None of these are good things so as of now I would say absolutely nothing.

  • Write down what you would do today if you did not have a wife/kids to go home to

  • nothing

  • Write down what Dread Level you are on

  • I would say 4 only because I blocked her, but I haven’t really done the other 3 steps. Blocking her had nothing to do with MRP though.

  • Write down how many more months you have to go until you are an attractive man with options

6m, If I’m very consistent. Staying overseas is purely up to me, but I don’t plan on going back soon. Why would I do that to myself? I want to be alone and use this time to work on myself.

I plan to read all the books in the sidebar and am going to join a gym. I just got banned from the main sub for being too beta (my first post I asked for a mentor, they sent me here though) so unfortunately I won’t be able to participate in OYS for a year. Good luck to everyone on their journey to being a better man.