I 21f just got into a fresh relationship with 28m. He’s perfect and everything I prayed for in a man. The problem is that I’ve been having anxiety attacks out of nowhere. We don’t live together, so he’s not aware. I have a strong urge to move back to Europe to be with my mom, but I know that it will jeopardize my relationship. As much as I love being with my mom, that will just supplement my lack of adulting skills. I was in our city this week, and experienced a panic attack that lasted days. I couldn’t wait for him anymore (he was away, we were supposed to hang out this weekend) and fllew back to my state last night. He was devastated when I told him that I flew back home. I felt the need to be around my loved ones, since I’m not close to anyone in our city. I do everything to look polished in front of him, that I don’t want to admit what’s going on with me. I’m not sure if I’m having positive anxiety (when good things happen). How should I address my mental state to him? I was contemplating breaking up with him, but I know that I’ll regret it. I love him so much and we’re so compatible.