I have pretty much given up on trying to attract a woman and have a romance and all that stuff. I just don't really believe any of that to be real. I am approaching the end of my undergrad where I will hopefully soon have a career and will be able to make money. By that point I know that if I ever do attract a partner it would be due to my job and hopefully house.

I always think, "why would a woman even get in a relationship anyways since it is so easy for them to have sex". Obviously by the post college ages women will be looking for a relationship to provide them support and a place to live which is where I would come in.

I will be honest, if I could get sex as easily as a woman I do not think I would care at all about a relationship. I figure if I do manage to attract a woman, I will consider it a polyamorous relationship as she can get fucked whenever she wants (not cuck stuff, I guess I would be in a cuck position, but I would definitely not get any pleasure in having my partner get fucked by other men, it is just a means to an end).

Theoretically I would also be able to take advantage of the open relationship, but like I have mentioned, I am not able to attract women, or just don't know how. Since I would be providing for this woman and allowing her to get fucked, I feel that I would also be entitled to fucking her, which if this is not the case then I would not have a relationship with her.

I feel like this is the only realistic way for a relationship to last. I do not see how a guy like me who is under 6 feet tall, probably not good looking (honestly I don't know because I have had women approach me and tell me I am very good looking) could hold onto a woman when there is an ocean of men out there taller and/or better looking who the girl would want to get fucked by.

There is always a bigger fish, so why not share your meal with the bigger fish. At least I will still have some at the end of the day.

Even just half a year ago I would spit in the face of someone who would consider polyamory a good option. Honestly I still don't like it, but it seems to be the only realistic option for me to get regular sex and have a relationship.