Doing the math on where you stand in your community as a male truly reinforces the black pill for me.

First off, happy valentines day everyone.

I am currently going to a school with around 8,000 people with about 60% being female and 40% being male.

This leaves my competition in this one community (which obviously women also have access to other communities so the overall result is worse), being about 3,200 men. Now we will break that into the top 20% as that is typically the percent that will have at least a positive smv, which gives about 640 men that would at least have a slight chance of attracting a decent partner.

I used to go to a much bigger school in a major city and there I would be able to get hundreds of matches on tinder, now here I made a bumble account last night and got 8 likes. Due to my experience in the city I felt that I had the upperhand over the men at this new school, however the 8 likes on bumble was a truly blackpilling experience which is what got me analyzing my situation, giving me the conclusion that it is over for me unless I want a super fat ugly deformed girl, but even then I feel that I would struggle.

To break down the 640 people, I see many men who are over 6ft tall. This is a bracket I do not meet, therefore that is a significant chunk of the population making up that 20%, and perhaps removes me from the 20% altogether. I have had sex with girls in the past and the entire time they gushed over how "pretty" I am but this has not happened for almost 3 years at this point. This was a huge well of confidence for me, but they must have been flukes, meaning that there is probably a significant portion of men at this school better looking than me, pushing me even further out of the 20%.

This is not to mention my current lack of finances, the fact that I am 23 and still in school, the fact that I work part time as a cashier, my complete lack of confidence or social skills. Just the looks and height alone push me out of the 20%, add these other factors and it is truly a blackpilling experience.

I think that anyone who is blackpilled, but feels angry about their lack of female attention and feel that they deserve more should do a genuine analysis of their situation. There really is not a point in being angry when I am just not good enough, and most men are not good enough. Honestly it also makes you feel very depressed, but that is the reality of the world for men.

It is best to just detach yourself from women. I do not look at them, I pretend that they don't exist, I do not speak with them, because all it does is make me realize that I am not good enough for them and any thought otherwise is not based in reality. I feel that suffering is just a reality to accept for a blackpilled man outside of the 20%

There is maybe a small percentage of the fat and deformed that will welcome us with open arms, but honestly even that is unlikely if you fall outside of the top 40%.

Now all that there is left is to run on the endless path of self improvement that men are told to pursue to become corporate commodities who lend their beta bux to a single mother in their 30s.

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I truly don't understand how women think they have anything to complain about. The world is made for them to enjoy.