Hate making this post because 1) I thought I was over her and 2) Its pretty pathetic but I’m really desperate. Long story short “dated” this girl strictly in an online relationship. Nope never met or anything but still thought I loved her. I was the definition of beta and she dumped me for someone else driving me into a deep depression.

I did what usually the advice is for these questions and went from a lonely overweight virgin to losing 20 pounds and having 3 plates. I rarely ever thought about her until I moved to a new state few weeks ago. I’m pretty alone here and she’s all I can think about. I got drunk last night and texted her and we’ve been texting here and there today but I can already sense the feelings coming back and it’s overwhelming.

With my plates (who I’ve actually met and fucked) I have a chad mentality and don’t care what they do but for some damn reason this online girl is my weakness. I don’t know what to do anymore and it’s like mental torture. Would appreciate some tough love or whatever advice is out there.