So to keep it short, i was introduced to a girl, had a previous post about it, i just started getting into their friend circle. I was introduced, eventually got her number and set up a date for this friday but actually ended up hanging out with her last saturday where we drank and me and her went off to another location on campus together. we were talking she started getting handsy, tells me to cook for her when my dad's notnover , told me to smell her neck, i know i shoulda kissed it but whatever, eventually took my arm and laid herself in my lap and put my arm around herself and we just sat there. i went in for the kiss and she messed with me twice then gave me a small peck on the lips. first kiss for me, same with first time drinking. i then see her monday but don't say anything other than "hey" not tryna get attached and shit even though she seems mad chill to be around, she seemed in a bad mood too. eventually she tells my friends "wow he kept it real cool, just hi and nothing else, i expected him to come upto me" and later that day texted me herself. she hits me up with "watcha doin" to which i say "headed to class you seemed down today everything alright" and she tells me she had no sleep blah blah. i see her again and we're just talking and i'm complaining about my somewhat annoying dad and ask her if hers is too, we both don't get along with our parents to which she then runs out the room and my friend tells me her dad is dead. i go out comfort her and keep saying sorry, i come back each time after she clearly wants to be alone, and then go back upon friends request about 3 times to make it right. offer to buy her ice cream, try to shake her hand she doesn't want me to, later try again to console her by putting my arm around her and she backs off and says "its ok it happens stop saying sorry" and while all this i for some reason have a panic attack about how my family is and all my family problems i have ran from all my life hit me and i run away in tears, major bitch move but honestly it was something i hadn't anticipated and it was like ptsd being triggered, another friend comes out to comfort me cause he knows the feeling and she feels bad so she comes too but she is told to leave by my friend who she then texts to let her know when to come out. eventually i go back and run into her and she asks me to walk with her, we talk and she goes off. my friend says to text her "hey, did you get home okay?" to which she responds at 3am saying "yes" and i leave it at that. i personally think that me saying sorry multiple times and asking her if she got home alright made me lose frame and fall deep into hers making me look attached. tomorrow's her birthday how should i play this? still ask her to go with me on friday? still ask her to come over eventually? first time ever with a girl and want to know what i can do or what i did right/wrong. on mobile so probably a lot of grammatical errors