I swallowed the pill ~2 months ago. I was hardcore blue-pill before, and I think my BP self is still manifesting itself in an odd way. TRP helped me tremendously in getting over my oneitis, I am now spinning several plates. This is very unlike my former self. Only 3 months ago I used to be that guy that would call out the plate-spinner as an asshole. So I guess this is a conflict of personalities I'm having (my BP self vs my RP self) where I made the change from putting my princess on a pedestal to spinning plates too fast.

My inner BP is acting up. Logically I know I've done nothing wrong. I haven't intentionally hurt anyone. I'm having a good time and they're having a good time. But all that brainwashing I've had for 99% of my life is acting up in the form of guilt.

Someone give my brain a good dose of logic please.