I know this is not the good place to post this kind of stuff, but I feel very secure to talk about that here and open up about something wich I'm surprised I managed to deal with.

For the contexte: I'm a very emotional guy and very open about discovering new things (sometimes chaotic). I dont drink Alcool, don't use drugs, and I am focus on m'y objectives to get a job wich gives me a feeling of fullfilment.

Thé thing is: m'y relationship with m'y parents IS kindda... Toxic since thé have a old fashion point of view about thé world ("you need to make a lot of money and as much hours of work as possible", "don't do things wich is outsider thé norm", "don't trust anyone", "the whole gouvernement is corrupted", "you do what WE tell you to do and nothing else", etc)

Today, I failed m'y theorical drive licence (I had 40/50 and the minimum to get thé licence is 41/50)

Then, I went to school and had a good grade about a sales exam (17.5/25)

I then came back to home with somme stress becaude I knew m'y step-father was about to talk in a négative way about thé fact that I didn't managed to acheive m'y license (Yep, good feeling about this one)

He started to tell how I wasn't acheiving anything, that I'm not motivanted at all about evolving, that I should be as motivated as Rocky (yup, in thé movie), how education was so good back in the 70s because they had to "shut up and take on themselves with no bullshit psychology"

I juste ignorés what he told and tried to stay focus on my meal until he told "you know, if I was seeing my sons more often, I would give them an education like the good old Time" wich I responded in a calm tone "well, I don't think it would work either"

Then, he exploded and was yelling about how I was an asshole, that I have 0 education and I wasn't respecting him, wich I responded "okay, so what's being an asshole then ?"wich... Made him even more angry.

Usually, I would fall in tears but seeing him losing his mind whole I stayed calm and rationnal... It was strange, like if I was finally able to defend myself but I don't know if it was the good thing to do, I juste know it feels good to not bé the one losing is own self for once