If you grew up as a subfive, chances are you were rejected for your looks from a very early age, overtime you become weird and socially inept due to the lack of basic socialization

Self diagnosing yourself with any form of autism is cope and an excuse to hide the real reason, in truth noone wanted to socialize because of your looks

Self diagnosing yourself with any form of autism is cope and an excuse to hide the real reason, in truth noone wanted to socialize because of your looks

You are not autistic

The horn effect just takes your small amount of social awkwardness and makes it a big deal

From personal experience, everyone thought i was an autist growing up despite me acting basically just like every other kid which led to me coping that its not my looks but my ND, until I went to multiple different psychologists which no surprise I wasn't on the spectrum

TLDR: Ugliness makes you weird by not letting you develop social skills and the horn effect, self diagnosis is cope