But today I saw her at a wedding, I was the one of the grooms men and she cane dancing with guys and stuff I didn’t care. But after the wedding finished I don’t know why but I went and talked to her. I asked her about our kid, we have a child together and I haven’t seen him for a month and she told me he was fine. And then I offered her a ride because she wanted to catch an uber. Any ways it was a mistake I kissed her and then we made out for a while and then I stoped and then asked her about our kid and if she has any pictures of him. She showed me him trying to crawl first time and I cried my eyes out and then we got to talking and she told me she is trying to move one and she downloaded tinder and then deleted it but she has too guys who are good prospects and she is considering meeting them. I know I sound like grade A b***. But I don’t care what she does with her life. But I want to be in my kids life I miss him so very much, and connecting with him means I have to talk to her and she is manipulative and all the feelings that took one month of hard work are gone. I am back to Zero I want to ghost her but my child is in the middle the reason I can’t see him is because the divorce was messy and he and her mom will probably call a police if i go see him. I wanted things to settle and then may be connect with him. I am lost