I made a throwaway account because all of my friends use Reddit and I don't want any of them to read this post on my main. Also I am sorry if I make some mistakes while typing, I am not native speaker.

So basically, title says everything. I am 17 year old virgin, turning 18 in May. I am attractive and cool guy, I don't want to sound egoistic but it is what it is, I never had to make effort to get girls in my life but all about having sex just trips me out. Six times before I was making it out with girls in their home, we were kissing and cuddling but at the part where we had to fuck I just picked up my things and went home. Embarrsing af. I don't know why but it just trips me out because I am scared I am gonna fuck it up somehow.

I met a very hot girl, that is friend of my female friend. We were out two times (me, my friend and that girl) and after second time we were out my friend said that girl is very interested in me but is scared to make a first move because my vibe is cocky af. So I ofc hit her up cause why not, and we chatted for few weeks and I don't want to go into details because it makes me cringe to write about it but just trust me, SHE WANTS TO FUCK.

I am planning to go out with her as soon as her covid isolation passes, and that is not problem for me really, I am normal and funny around girls while being out and while cuddling/kissing, but when it comes to sex my brain just freezes.

I really want to do it just to break ice, and I think this girl is perfect for it because she's a straight nine. Thanks if you stayed until the end. Much love from Europe.