Hey Guys!

Welp, back to the drawing board I suppose...

I'm 33, have slept with about 31 women, a handful of regrets.

I'm more selective these days...

Just got out of a pretty bad relationship, was being really mistreated beyond my standards of whats acceptable, and she didn't seem to care.

Anyways, just trying to move on with my life and find someone I might actually want to spend the rest of meaningless life with...

This community is IMHO really all over the place...

I've found that there are many men who boast a number like 200 or 300 women they've slept with, when it's hardly even 10. Then again, if you spend a year in Vegas, you legitimately could rack up those numbers, or so I heard...

I began Seduction when I was 26. I've seen dramatic results. While I haven't yet had amazing experiences like Threesomes or Orgies, while I haven't had the Train of women literally lining up at my door like you'd see in the movies, I still experience massive Preselection and have a relatively easy time when it comes to women

Last night even, I had the opportunity to maybe even begin a new "relationship" with someone, had I actually put out the energy... Allow me to explain. As I get older and experience more people, this is something Ive just grown to "understand" rather than just be told...

Something that needs to be repeated is that Sex for a Woman is much more riskier than it is for a Man...

They Risk Pregnancy, Judgement from their Peers, etc etc...

Idk the exact mentality of a "Slut", or in general a Woman who sleeps around willingly, with literally every single Man she meets, without any care for Social Dynamics and Social Structures. Idk exactly how a woman could have a lot of unprotected sex and not get pregnant, even if you pull out... Maybe I'm over-estimating the probability, whatever... Maybe "Sluts" dont exist, except in Porn... Hey, if its a risk ur willing to take, God Speed!

On to the Details of the FR.

So, I drive out to Orlando. I live about an hour out, in Satellite Beach.

I start my night off in Wall Street, just bar-hopping.

I approached every woman I found attractive, no matter the level of beauty. In fact, I wasn't really even able to give them a measurement of 1-10... It was more so just, "Is she beautiful enough for me?" Yes or no.

This one girl I approached, she was holding onto me very firm, and she was looking right into my eyes when she would speak to me.

She had introduced me to her friends, whom I found to be extremely unattractive. Welp, there goes my dreams for a Threesome if I go with this chick lol...

So, I didn't really have it in me to really win over her friends, despite the very obvious task.

I said Hi, genuinely, but I didn't really talk much with them nor really feel inside me that willingness to form genuine human bonds with them.

I mean, that would mean that I actually have to care about them! lol... As Psychopathic as it may appear to some readers, just because I approached some girl, that doesnt mean I've necessarily decided to go all out.

If we go by the classic method, Approach, Attraction, Qualification, Comfort, Seduction... I had made my way through Approach and Attraction...

Her trying to get me to be cool with her friends was Qualification/Comfort. It was,

"Okay, if you want to get to Seduction and Sex with me, show me that you're serious about what that would mean with all the Social Dynamics and Social Structure around me. Are you really willing to become a part of my life?"

So, because I wasn't over my Ex and not ready to dive into someones life like that, her friends detected it, and pulled her away.

Women are smart with their Social Tests. At least I'm now old enough and smart enough to understand what they are finally saying.

I had approached some other really cute Asian chick as well. She was with her female lesbian friend... Maybe they were a couple. Her Lesbian friend had so much energy that I actually couldnt keep up with them, or rather didn't feel like it.

Those two were probably the two most involved people I was with last night. Everyone else, was short and missed.

I did dance with a lot of girls, but thats nothing...

TL:DR Overall, I danced with a bunch of people, traded positive energy with everyone, was social, danced my butt off, had positive social experiences with everyone including the rejections, was for the most part outcome independent. Didnt drink at all... Had a lot to reflect on with myself and my recent breakup...

Things I did Well

  1. Eye Contact
  2. Listening to the Sub communication from women when they spoke
  3. Was aware of where I was in the model
  4. Approached every single woman I wanted to, without any "buzzing of flies in my ear"...
  5. Dealt with Inner Demons Promptly
  6. Went out...
  7. Danced despite my depression
  8. Smiled genuinely all the time, regardless of the interaction.
  9. Felt grounded, didnt need to move much once I was inside the bar
  10. Didnt look at my phone, didnt look for escapism much...

Things I need to work on

  1. Getting over her
  2. investing myself into her after she speaks into my eyes...
  3. Giving a shit about her for more than just her looks
  4. Being a Human Being