Strange night last night. It gave me a rare confidence boost because, for some reason, I was getting a number of IOI's and stuff from girls. This never happens to me. Not sure why this was.

The downside is that I was still unable to capitalise on these initially somewhat interested girls. I tried my best, but I just couldn't keep their interest I guess. Or maybe I showed too much intent? Or maybe not enough? I have no idea. Either way, I went home empty handed.

Me and my friend saw a blonde 9-10 sitting in a quiet area of the bar (near where people eat) having what looked like an in-depth chat with her friend. Like they didn't want to be bothered. She was amazing, but neither me nor my friend had the balls to open them. Got me off too a slightly bad start in my head.

First approach was when I joined a 2-set my friend had opened. One decent, one not my type. All I remember us speaking about was guessing each others ages, but straight away, I could tell the less attractive one was into me. After a few minutes, she offered to buy me a drink at the bar. I said ''No thanks'' but carried on talking for a while.

There were 2 other much hotter girls who seemed to be by themselves and they looked like fun. Not one of them 2-sets where you can tell they just want to be left alone and talk amongst themselves like lots of girls seem to be. They were looking around. Giggling. Dancing. Making a scene.

Me and my friend spent way too long thinking about how to open them and letting the AA get the better of us.

At one point, the girl who offered to buy me a drink started trying to touch me and I used this as my opportunity to open the hot girls and whispered ''I need you to save me fro this girl''. They laughed and said ''We need saving too! From him!!'' (and they pointed at some dude who was by himself who i'd noticed was trying to game them earlier. Fair play to him! I'm jealous of his balls!)

So I start talking to these girls. I ask them why the dude was creeping them out. I'm like ''What's wrong with him? He's decent looking! You're too picky!'' (kind of a tease, and also trying to not look too try hard and try to make the dude look bad). She laughs and says ''He's just not my type''. I say ''Ok. What about if he had massive arms busrting out of his T-shirt. Then would you be into him?''. She says ''No. I don't like big arms''. I saw ''Ok then, what about if he had tiny arms like twiglets. You'd fuck him then?'' She cracked up laughing here. Like lots of laughing. I used this to pull her towards me and get some kino going. We carried on chatting for a bit, but her friend wasn't into my friend, and before long, she pulled the girl I was talking too away from me. I told her where we were going after that bar and told them to join us. THey said ''Maybe''. End of set. Didn't see them again.

After that we go too a dance bar where I bump into my teenage female cousin. She has 2 hot friends with her who i've never met and straight away one of them calls me 'cute'. (this never happens to me btw. I had the 'lynx' effect going on last night for some reason!)

We all get to talking. i'm laughing with my cousin because I banged a friend of hers a while back and she didn't know. The friend had just turned 18 and i'm in my 30's and we laughed about the age gap.

We go and dance, and the friend who called me 'cute' is now grinding on me as i'm talking to my cousin. However, hard to explain, but I really sensed that it was more of a 'tease'. Like she was trying to get a reaction from my cousin? Like '''Hehe, i'm grinding on your cousin! Isn't this funny'' kind of thing. Like she would never have actually went home with me or whatever. Hard to explain, but I strongly sensed this. Either way, I let her grind on me, and ran my hands across her hips a little, but didn't say anything or get TOO handsy. I'm not even sure who to react exactly when this happens, as it never happens to me. After a while the girls go to smoke and i'm in there with some friends still dancing

Some time passes by and now a very hot girl who looks like a punk actually opens me and claims that we met a few weeks back in that same bar. I don't remember her at all. No idea if it's true.

I decide to go direct and basically tell her she's cute. I tell her to join me at the bar as I need a beer. This is where it got weird, because she was trying to get served too, and we spent way too long just not talking. I kind of didn't really know what to talk about, and when I DID say something, she didn't seem particularly engaged at all. We got served and again, I spoke to her about when exactly we met. Asked her name and stuff and made some comments on her 'look', but yeah, she just didn't seem into me at all, despite opening me. It fizzled out soon, and within minutes, I was back dancing with my cousin and her friends, and she was flirting with some other dude fairly close to me.

At this point, my cousins hot friend is near me again. I think I decided to make a bit of a move and made some statements of intent. Went into some roleplay about us making cute babies. Shortly after this, she announced that I probably have a small dick!! In front oy my cousin, and the other people we were with! Not sure if this was a weird shit test.

I agreed and amplified as per game theory. Laughed. Told her ''How did you know!!? Who have you been talking too! But yeah...it's like a wet baby carrot''. She laughed. My cousin laughed too and was like ''Can we please stop talking about my cousins cock!!''

Memory is slighlty blurry at this point, but I think at one point, the cute friend put her mouth very close to mine as if to kiss me. But AGAIN, I got the same 'vibe' ea earlier, that it was more for the benefit of my cousin. That , combined with the fact that I don't think it's great to kiss girls in front of their friends (can make it harder to actually pull) plus I really felt that i'd get rejected if I had have moved in for the makeout meant that instead we just both kind of shared this moment where both of our mouths were very close and we both laughed whilst looking into each others eyes.

I actually fancied my cousins other friend even more, but I wasn't able too 'attract' her at all. I opened her and told her I recognise her from a certain bar I drink at and tried to get her talking, but she didn't seem to want to play ball.

I wish I had better 'material' to help me through the initial 3-5 mins of each new interaction.

I saw the girl from the first bar who bought me a drink. Not my type. She was giving me super strong eye contact and I know I could have got her, but yeah, I wasn't interested.

At around this point, I saw my cousins hot friends leave. They didn't even say 'goodbye' to me. I don't remember much more about the night really although I did fail to open a few hot girls as, again, Approach anxiety got the better of me.

Overall a weird night. It's not often that girls seem initially into me, but I wasn't able to capitalize. Haven't really learnt anything as such. Like, I think I need better verbals, but i'm not sure what I should have been saying. And i'm not sure what I done wrong with my cousins hot friend tbh.