This shit is pissing me off and it’s been sometimes so I’m wondering is this ever going to go away.

I’ve been with tons of women so I have abundance. We dated and I actually left her because I didn’t trust her. I knew it was better for both of us to go our separate ways. We split and after some plates and time I got another girlfriend. then me and her got back together but just sex. Then she said she didn’t like it just being sex. She was sick of being hidden. So we parted again.

I’m still with my LTR and things are good but I can’t stop thinking about my ex. I constantly wonder about her. I constantly want to hit her up. I don’t even have social media anymore but I go on her page to see what she’s doing. I know this isn’t healthy but I can’t help it.

What do I do. Is this ever going to stop?