This is my first FR, forgive me if I'm breaking the rules or whatever.

Yesterday I was feeling a bit sick, but my gf (open relationship) and I had tickets to this show that was supposed to be "cirque du soleil meets a rave", so I sucked it up, put on a nice v-neck and headed out. Also, since I was sick, I decided hey, let's take a xanax instead of drinking tons. Side note: I quit smoking weed over a week ago and it's done amazing things for my confidence and anxiety...but the xanax is recreational.

Fast forward to the show, I was super in-state, feeling great, opened a couple sets, teased a girl with red "hair" because it was a wig, talked to a girl who ended up being 16 so I peaced the fuck out of that one...then my buddy offers me some MDMA. Why not, it's a rave-atmosphere, let's not over do it, though. At this point, I'm feeling awesome. I had a few drinks, but was trying to not get sloppy.

I'd recently watched RSD Julian's lecture on start to finish and really wanted to apply his techniques. I saw a girl I thought was cute (let's call her G1), as she was walking I stopped right in front of her, got in her personal space, made intense eye contact, did the whole 90/10 conversation:

"Hey, what's your name?"

"Blahblahblah"

"Cool, what do you do?"

"Blaaah"

"Nice, who are you here with?"

"My friends over there. You?"

"I'm with my friends, come dance with us."

We went and danced for a bit, got close, then she invited me over to her group of friends and introduced me to her cute half-Singaporean friend, whom we'll dub G2. I'm not super into Asian girls (grew up there and dated a lot of them), so I'm not really focusing on this one. We shoot the shit for a bit, and I call over my friends so we form a big group. We're dancing, having fun, none of the girls are rolling (except my gf), but everyone's had a few drinks.

I'd already grabbed both girls' numbers at this point, but Julian was talking about closing right away. So, I utilized his other technique, "after party". Works like a charm, both girls are down to come, and they join myself, my gf and my buddy, J.

We head back to my apartment after grabbing mixers. I made idle chitchat with G2 about how she's on the lesbian side of bi, doesn't really date dudes, but has still been intimate with them. Hmmm.

We're back at my apartment, I'm making drinks, I pull G1 into the kitchen to help me with the drinks, easy K-close. While she's all over me "hey, I gotta be a good host and make these drinks, come on now."

So in my mind right now I'm like, alright, I can at least try for a threesome with G1 and my gf (I've never had a threesome before). More drinks were poured, G1 goes to lie down, I go make out with her a bit and ask if she's into my gf, she admits she's really into G2. Then I get an idea. This shit might really work.

I text my buddy J "dude you need to gtfo. I'm sorry." He's rolling hard and tries to share a cab with G2 but I give him the eye and he's like "nevermind, see you guys later!" I felt bad and apologized to him via text...but, come on, you'd do the same if you were in my shoes...heck, so would he.

The whole night we've been listening to music, after J leaves I suggest we relocate to the bedroom to continue. I lay down on the bed, all the girls are standing up, oh fuck, it's not going to happen, it's getting awkward, fuck, someone lie down or something (in the back of my mind I had Style's massage tactic that I was going to go for if it kept stagnating)...but...then G1 decides to lie down...then G2 joins us...and I go for it.

I'm not going to get into the remainder of the details, suffice to say the bar closed at 2, and we went to bed around 6:30.

Takeaways: watch that Julian video and apply that shit, be outcome-independent. Next steps: work on getting into this state while sober.

TL;DR my first threesome was a foursome.