When it comes to "game", we all try to be so clever. We implement different techniques in the hopes of seducing a girl or even getting her number. This can work sometimes, but in most cases this lowers your value. A lot of girls can tell when a guy is "trying", or thinks low of himself. I used to be like this, trying to find clever ways of seducing girls. The biggest thing I used to do was to act like a jerk, trying to lower the girls value, so my value could go up. But this obviously backfired. Whenever I went out I always tried to be cocky and funny, but with my anxiety this just didn't match.

I can't lie, I learned a lot from pickup artists, mostly RSD and some other ones. But the advice wasn't the right advice at that time. For example, a month ago I had to photograph a girl, she was really hot! I tried to be an asshole, all alpha male, and this just made things worse. My character is pretty alpha, but I have a very humble and sweet side to me. After seeing how the girl reacted to my persona, I realized that I was doing something wrong. I was trying too hard. After coming to this realization I thought about just being a normal person and having normal conversations.

Today I photographed yet another good looking girl (VIP services company), and I talk to her in a normal way, not trying to impress her, just being as normal as I could. And to my surprise, she reacted really well. I did throw a couple teases, but we most of the convo was just banter talk, nothing special. I saw that this girl hooked, and she started asking me a lot of questions. This is when I knew that being normal might actually work.

Obviously it is good to learn structures, but if you take it too far, it can fuck you up. I think this is the major reason why I have so much anxiety when I go out, because of trying too hard. Normal convo plus a couple teases here and there will make you cooler than the average guy, and this is all you need.

Just a theory, but yeah.

I almost fapped last night. After I wrote "journal day 13" I started to play this sex game, and it turned me on so much. I kept on playing it, and I just couldn't stop. I resisted masturbating, and kept on telling myself "what would my readers think", I then stopped, deleted the game and went to sleep. Thank you.

DAILY GOALS [30 DAY CHALLENGE] 1. [DAY 14] JOURNAL 2. [DAY 14] NO FAP

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