I know, there is /r/thankTRP, but I would like to thank the people who helped me. That's YOU.

I posted a lot of threads here, asking for help and I would like to share with you a huge win I had yesterday. For those who read my posts, you know how far in blue pill land I was and how bad I was feeling. Since then, I started seeing a shrink, taking drugs against depression, fought my way back into my college (I'm now talking to people! Not a lot but I'm not locked in my room anymore, too afraid to go out). Hopefully, I will go into second year of college (it all depends on my finals in August). I too bought some books to read (including the rational male - this one hurts), kept doing sports, refusing to give up on life every day. Sure, I've had some days off where I would still act like a wimp and not get out of bed and give up but those moments have almost disappeared so I'm thrilled!

I bumped into my ex girlfriend during lunch and she was with all her friends and I was all alone.
I didn't feel bad seeing her, nor did I feel worried by shit like "I'm alone, that's lame". Rather than that, I enjoyed my meal and went out of the lunch room feeling AWSOME!
I'm totally over it FUCK YEAH !

I also started noticing women treating me differently. Plus, I can see through the matrix now.

So, thank you from the bottom of my heart guys. When I was alone, desperate, depressed and thinking about suicide, I could count on you.

Now is the time for a new beginning. Time to improve myself.