I know what to do, I read it thousand times, work out, eat heltier, go out, find friends, meet people... But I feel so discouraged, weak and that I lack overall persistance, and just simply I don't have this "want" to do it. All the time I feel like I lack persistance and patience to train every day or stomp out bad habbits. I feel almost that I need a boot camp sergant to scream at me and whack me from time to time to make me move. I feel pathetic and looser :| Not that I'm not trying but I feel like it's all not enough.