I don't know what it is. I want it. But I just feel weird doing it and I think its because I've never done it before. I know I need to get out of my comfort zone but I feel like it's going to be awful because I think about it so much. Any tips? I have no idea how to kiss, fuck any of that.

Outside of that I actually think i'm pretty good with girls. I can get them into me. I can tell she wants it. But i don't know why I can't escalate. I think part of it is I want more than just a hookup with this girl and I'm thinking too much about a future. Wonder if I've already blown it from acting weird about it. If i fuck it up. IDK. Just spitting out possible thoughts.

Help me out here yall seriously it's fucking my mind up lol