My first relationship lasted 9yrs till January till January this year. Since then I’ve struggled with being in confident and needy with women. I’ve been working on my mindset.

Got a girls number at a Halloween party a few weeks ago. Didn’t reach out until a few days ago and grabbing drinks with her this weekend.

May or may not workout but I’m starting to not care so much if it does and just be looser and more confident the next opportunity will show up soon if it doesn’t.