when Im infield I feel like there is no hope, no chance. I feel like im using tons of effort to gain nothing. I never have these thoughts at home, only when Im out. I feel like going home and doing anything else but game. Then when Im home I think about how I need a girlfriend and how I have the power to approach anyone.

I have had success before from solo game, 1 lay. It took me 6 months of approaching to get.

thats all for this post I guess