Sometimes I reminisce and make myself upset thinking about the countless times I have had beautiful women interested in me and pursuing me only to avoid, reject, and dismiss them out of my own fears. I know it's bad to think about the past and to focus on growing for the future. But, does anyone else have similar experiences or share similar feelings.

I'm a 25 year old male and past the point of being in college and having so many opportunities. It kills me to think about all those women that I could've been with or grown into relationships with because of my own personal issues/anxiousness/fears.