Am an Ethiopian you might be tempted to think that like all the girls depend guys for survival or someshit since it is a developing country but that is not the case. throughout my life all the breadwinners in my family were all female family members and never thought I was a looser left me they sacrificed a lot even my mom being housemaid to give my brother an education. My grandmother took me gave the little me better education while she selling local alchol called areqe which she sometimes made it herself without any man helping her. For perspective my father who drinks a lot raped a girl and sentenced to 15 years and my grandmas husband never depended on grandma without real income and he too drinks a lot

What is really too stupid of me I was that thinking i had it worse and did not thought any of thier sacrifices as I accepted some some redpill bullshit. I thought just bc they are girls could get everything while ignoring that I knew my sister is saving some money to control her next period while I spend money however I wanted. That is how bad the attraction force of redpill is. It made me bad toxic person. I spoke some redpill shit as if i was destined to be a breadwinner to my family and sister. Girls do know love, it was me who was cold and unloving and am wrong. they have desires that is also given to all of us you can't blame for all the problems of the world. But There are always something that you learn from your scars I learned a lot from redpill but most of it is just bullshit do not take them seriously and hurt someone and yourself. Thanks