So it's very rare I miss my Stbxw but this is the first holiday abroad without her since we started divorcing 6mth ago, I'm here with my 11yr old son but he has found friends so now I'm just left sat on my own and tbh it's pretty lonely not having her here even tho most of the time we was arguing, I find it hard to talk to random strangers she used to be the one who made friends easily she is awesome at small talk I'm a introvert...Looks like my goal for next year is find a partner to share the memories.