Just devastated being blindsided by a divorce… I lost my father two years ago was the closest thing to a best friend. During this time her and I were at but me and then he passes while she was pricing me to move to FL. My dad understood but at the time, it ate at me but we proceeded with his blessing . Not I I was perfect, I have PTSD from work related incidents but I made sure I worked and provided for my family my entire with me wanting nothing. I was holy with a TV, some running and a bed. But I loved, respected and was involved husband coaching, volunteering school.

3 months that ago while we were playing to buy a home she dropped the bomb on me she wasn’t moving anywhere with me and had I fact had a place. What’s more mind boggling g is that she already made plans to live I to a 2 bedroom my daughter but would leave my younger body’s with me. To top the cherry, a month ago I was laid if from work. So I spent my saving on lawyer, lost my job and literally sitting our apartment I cannot pay for.

I do not prevent to be a religious man I believe (I used to be) but if there is a man above, I am sure there are far worse situations and I am a mere pea in the pod. But please help me see me through for the sake of kids. (Yes I have applied to approx 134 jobs with 2 interviews lined up) I Just do t want my kid to see me street. 😔

I haven’t even touched I the mother who claims she loves, doesn’t wanna see me hurt. Just feel like our marriage has run its course.this was my “best friend” and she has completed fu led my view of the word.