I don't know where to begin with this. I grew as a shy guy. I've discovered the seduction community through a friend back when mASF was still online. Although the progress was very slow, comparing to other guys from the community and from real life, I did progress. Started doing daygame many years ago and most of my progress stopped at getting numbers. I had some relationships, I had some crazy adventures especially while I was on vacations. I've fallen in love with a woman, but I can't be with her in a relationship. I have a stable job that gives me a good social status, I also have an artistic career and some more money. I travel almost monthly abroad, or at least I get out of my city every month. I do sports, I'm probably in the best physical shape in my entire life. I recently moved alone. But I feel very alone. Despite my intense schedule I try to do approaches everyday. I don't like to approach in malls, I'm scared of clubs and night game. Most of my approaches are daygame, but since the cold is coming, hence the problem. But I tend tl get bored of daygame too especially when I don't find cool girls to talk to, or don't get a good energy or feedback. Even when I get numbers, most of them don't respond. Now, at 37, despite all the above, despite that I'm having sex weekly, I feel alone and the idea of winter holidays getting close, it makes me feel sick. Most of my friends are either busy as I am or having families so I'm not going out mostly, so social circles are quite dead for me. I'm planning to go to some dance classes or doing some volunteering hoping that l will find some other types of women. I don't like to complain, I know there are people with immensely bigger problems than mines. I thought a lot before writing this but since two days from now on I'll be in freaking Paris and I feel like shit and not thinking about the goddamn trip, I know that this is not quite normal. It might sound weird but I don't know why am I feeling this way or what am I doing wrong. I suppose it's something about the mindset. What do you guys think?