For a year now I have liked a girl from my same classroom, for a few months we have had an interaction as friends, but little by little I showed my intentions, but I saw that she didn't want anything with me, so I walked away, but she came back. to her, this time we were showing more "boyfriend" attachment but it was because she spoke badly about me behind my back, I walked away from her again, man, I promise you, I did everything at my disposal to be able to forget her, I blocked her from my phone, I deleted the photos I had of her, and she tried not to talk to me, but I always came back to her, I don't understand why, she has something special that resonates with me, my obsession with her is such that I tried go out with other girls to see if I could forget her, but no, I always ended up licking her feet, she sometimes spoke badly about me, and other times she became very affectionate, we were like that for a whole year, until A few weeks ago, she found out that I was trying to be with a girl, and she got so jealous that she broke my phone and posted a photo of her on my WhatsApp status. After that, she told me that she was considering me to be her boyfriend. but she didn't like my womanizing attitudes, there was where I stopped going out with all the girls I used to go out with and, arming myself, I left the gym one day and confessed my love for her, I told her that I had always liked her, that I loved her, that I would give everything For her, she told me yes and no, I mean, she told me that we had to go out more because what was happening, after that, I tried to talk to her on chat, but I'm terrible at trying to "hook up" and she didn't help either, her messages They were very dry, I constantly told her to see us, to which she evaded me, it was only today in the afternoon that I told her for the last time to see us, and she responded that I had already had her fed up with that, that it was very annoying saying "when will we see each other" all the time? And we didn't see each other because she was super busy, man, that was terrible for me, I deleted her chat, I tried to block her, but something told me not to, I'm sorry I screwed up, man, the woman I want to be with so much in a relationship, the one who showed me signs of also wanting to be with me had told me that, because I am very impatient, now I can't get her out of my head anymore, I know that this subreddit is more for casual dating, and maybe many in the comments will tell me "we are not here to solve your fucking problems" and they are right, but, man, I need advice from people more experienced than me, what should I respond to that message? Do I keep trying with her? How do I apologize? Is there a chance to save what is ours? Any response I will be grateful to receive.