i was falsely accused of sexual assault in 2022, in junior high school. it ruined me in so many ways at that time. i lsot my friends, reputation and most importantly my partner. for 6 month i tried arguing my case to the teachers, trying to get my accuser to be punished.

i recovered mostly from that but i still get the appearances of either my ex or my accuser and their friend group (who was involved in making the accusations worse) in my dreams every few weeks. i had a panic attack once when they appeared actually just recently.

just today i had a dream about one of my ex's friend accusing me of sexually harrassing my ex online. basically in the dream i jsut said something about marrying her (ex). but ex's friend is threathing me like its some sort of big sex crime.

it really felt real bcs in the middle of the SA allegations, one of my ex's friend also publicly accused me of not treating her right (we had an online relationship, no physical contact eventho we went to the same school. accusations was just about me insulting her on private chat). but like at that time we were like drty tlking and stuff, am i not allowed to insult her sometimes? also why tf are they reading out private chats??

anyways i just wanted to ask if this is normal or not. accusations happened at 2022 and im still getting dreams like this every 3 weeks or so. yeah i still cant move on from being falsely accused and losing my partner. how do i move on????????????

if u read the whole way through i cant thank you enough <#3333