I got married to love of my life in 2022.Few things didn't went according to her in wedding according to her.She went her home and wanted divorce.For 3 months i convinced her and her decision would be the same.In extreme rage I googled call girl which was found by her in history(I barely even remember I did ).Also I saved pic of a call girl with number across her photo(this photo was in WhatsApp group during office training in 2018,used to view pic for self satisfaction). I have only touched my wife in entire life and I love her madly.She wants divorce.I tried to made her understand for 10 months taking 10 days leave from office each month and travelled her home.I finally yielded and accept her decision.Is this the punishment I deserve??