Been separated for months, checked out for much longer. The other day I met someone I instantly connected with - many similarities but especially their energy. And that they were just gorgeous. Younger by 10 years.

I can’t stop thinking about this person now. I was so hungry for anything feeling anything close to this, was actively seeking it. And now - I’m scared to death that it’s going to disappear.

Also was not able to perform.. which is troubling. But they were understanding and want a redo.

Anyone else experience this? Thoughts?