My ex cheated on me and left 2 months after our daughter was born. AP was my good friend/ our roommate/ business partner.

I’ve dated a few good women since, but I can’t help but sabotage the relationships due to the belief that one day they’ll just change their minds and leave me for the wolves.

I’ve been single now for almost 2 years.. I’ve enjoyed being single and the peace and solitude for the most part. Reconnecting with old friends and building my hobbies.

But it still hurts me so much. The mundanity of life and sleeping alone gets old.. Life just seems so meaningless without the idea of having to share it and grow with somebody..

how do you learn to trust again?