This is about to be my first birthday since the separation and it hurts so much more than I thought it would. When we separated, I had not realized she made all of our friends and now now I have no one around me. No one will message me tomorrow, I wont wake up to the crazy things she did every year, and I wont be going out with anyone because she took all of them. I never realized how alone I really was until today, life sucks.