Does this sense of feeling alone go away?

I'm a 29 year old man, discovered TRP about a year and a half ago. It took me most of that time to swallow the concepts and beat down the beta me. Of course he still lurks but he's on the run.

I've read the sidebar, multiple times. Finished The Rational Male, No More Mr. Nice Guy, The Way of The Superior Man (Didn't care for this one, some concepts were good). I've come out of my shell a lot more, spinning a couple plates and working on a third one. Financially, this is in progress. I go to the gym every day, my routine allows enough rest for me to do this. No drastic difference in gains but I have caught attention and gotten some positive feedback. I study and practice stoicism and meditate daily.

I've pretty much lost all my friends. I cannot comprehend how people cannot even try to improve themselves. Although I was there once too. Plates are okay for a little fun but it's not the same kind of company.

Does anyone else get a sense of it's just you in all this? Is it just part of the digesting? I enjoy this climb to the top, but is it really this lonely up here? I couldn't even consider climbing back down though, it sucks even worse down there.